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Summer time finally!!

So lately I know I haven't been on in a very long time, but now that schools over I'm hoping to have more time to myself now and start being able to do the thing I want to now. I have more spare time witch I think I really needed because I always feel its good for someone to be able to arrange your thoughts and know whats on your mind so you can make your choices better. Just recently turned 17 in April, witch isn't really recently but  then again I havent been on in a while. I'm done with my junior year and off to my senior year in high school. I sure wish growing up wouldn't be so complicated, cause I'm hopefully  going to be driving soon and my insurance wont be cheap. Im trying to get a job this summer so that I can hopefully start saving up. Also I just really hope I don't waste this summer away like I did last year. I guess this summer I'm just going to try being a bit more productive I guess. Hopefully I don't get lazy or do anything I might regret later so good luck to me and to anyone else who's trying to do something better this summer than last year's.

The New Year

So my first day of the new year started off pretty well, but then like most of the days in my life something stupid always has to happen. My mom allows me to do one thing, but then decides to lecture me on something completely off topic. Sometimes I wish she wouldnt, I know what she doesnt like about todays world, and all the things it has to say, but I really dont care. She found out I smoked pot and she rants on me about it, yet she let me have drinks with my sister in the house. I swear when Im old enough, my education is well, have a job and money Im moving out. I cant take having her go on and on about how she thinks I act, she can never say she really even knows me. She doesnt know about any of the things I like, I lost all care for living in this stupid house with her and the rest of my family. There is really no point in me staying once I have the chance to leave. I know I havent had such a bad life like most people I know, but Im willing to change what I dont like to be happy. Im tired of relying on people for stupid little things, Im done taking orders and complaints. One day Im just gona get up and leave and I know I wont want to look back at them. I hate relying on human company, Im sick of it. The only thing that always ends up happening is your always let down by everyone weither they say they love you or not. I wish I didnt have feelings sometimes, but Im working on training my mind to stop my emotions, I dont want to feel anymore. Im just really tired of everything that hurts.

12/19

So Ive been doing pretty good, I guess actually. My grades in school havent been the best and I know that for a fact. I didn't really do my best this semester of school, but when the new year comes I'll be sure to keep my self bussy with important things I have to do, rather than being lazy all the time. One thing I hope to do for the new year though, is to be a bit more social. I want to just go out into the world and show people that they can be happy, and calm and peacful. . . . well basically, I want to try and make people happy. I want to show my ideas to the world. I want to show the world whats on my mind in a way. So right now I'm trying to slowly start talking to more people. I dont want to not be so social, I want to be able to connect with people, in a way kinda. I dont know though, I guess its gonna be a work in progress.

What might happen

So im thinking of using this blog for some feed back from people so maybe i can get help with my life so maybe the world can help a young teenager start their life with some wise words. So it would be very helpful if u can give the best comments and thoughts on any of my situations. I feel i need the help from the world since i myself have made some terrible mistakes on my own so far in the world. please and thank you all advice will be gratefully useful.

What might happen

So im thinking of using this blog for some feed back from people so maybe i can get help with my life so maybe the world can help a young teenager start their life with some wise words. So it would be very helpful if u can give the best comments and thoughts on any of my situations. I feel i need the help from the world since i myself have made some terrible mistakes on my own so far in the world. please and thank you all advice will be gratefully useful.

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Summer time finally!!, posted June 8th, 2013
The New Year, posted January 2nd, 2013
12/19, posted December 19th, 2012
What might happen, posted October 23rd, 2011, 2 comments
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